Empty Space
Even in busy halls, opposite sides of the road, and crowded rooms, I always look for you. The space was always too great. Although the distance between us was only…
Ramblings
I feel as if I have messed up
I feel as if I have messed up. I felt I was given a chance, but I missed it. I couldn’t see it. I couldn’t see the chance that you…
The smile that illuminated the world
Her smile illuminated my life. Our interaction was only for a short while, but during that moment, I created a thousand words just to say to you. I wrote poems…
A Common Question
A common question: Have you met the one? Yes. I’ve met the one. What were they like? They were perfect. They understood me. They respected me. They knew what I…
I want to tell you how I feel
I want to tell you how I feel. I want to say it out loud I want to say it as if I was proud. I want to tell you…
Childish Grin
Am I allowed to have a childish grin on my face? Am I, an adult past my prime, allowed to feel as if I am back to my youth. The…
I feel like I’m running out of time
Sometimes in my mind, I feel as if I have no time. I feel like I am chasing something and that if I do not act quickly, then I will…
I Believe I was a fool
I believe I was a fool I think I was a fool for thinking that you loved me. I was an idiot for thinking we had a chance.I told myself…
2024: My Goals for 2025
Another year has ended. Another year has started. Life continues. In this post, I’ll be talking about my current plans for 2025, speaking mostly about projects and personal projects I…
2024: Happy Holidays (Christmas Message)
Merry Christmas! As always, I’m here with a little post to just say Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays! There is nothing more to it, but this time of year is…
2024: The Best Of…
Another year has gone by. As always, I like to create a post about my favourite things of the year. This could be my favourite TV show, film, song, game…
2024: Did I achieve my goals? (Yearly Roundup)
2024 is coming to an end. It’s been a hell of a year. Just like in 2023, it was painful. It was a very slow and gruelling year that beat…
There are times
There are times. There are times when I want to just speak out loud There are times when I just want to say what I want to say. There are…
Why do I write?
Why do I write? Why do I live? Why do I sniff my own farts? I write because it helps me enjoy life. I write because by doing so I…
I hate a lot
I hate a lot. I personally think that humanity cannot be saved. I believe that we are doomed. I don’t enjoy living because so many people make life not worth…
I want to speak to God.
I want to speak to God. I’m not even sure I believe in such a creature. I believe that something must exist, whatever it may be. But, after looking at…
Rent-a-girlfriend (Kanojo, Okarishimasu) a letter
It may exist in real life, I do not know. It is not the concept of renting a girlfriend that bothers me, it is the characters. Here is an open…
2023: My goals for 2024
I went into 2023 expecting things to be different and get better. I’ve already spoken about how 2023 bullied me so we won’t go into any more details. For now,…
2023: Happy Holidays (Christmas Message)
Another Year another Christmas day. Although, you could say that about any day. I had a quick reread of my Christmas post from last year, and I don’t think I’ll…
2023: The Best Of…
The year ends. Now I have decided on my favourite things of the year. As always, the only rule is that I discovered it this year. It could have been…