I feel as if I have messed up
I feel as if I have messed up. I felt I was given a chance, but I missed it. I couldn’t see it. I couldn’t see the chance that you…
Befuddled
A Common Question
A common question: Have you met the one? Yes. I’ve met the one. What were they like? They were perfect. They understood me. They respected me. They knew what I…
I want to tell you how I feel
I want to tell you how I feel. I want to say it out loud I want to say it as if I was proud. I want to tell you…
There are times
There are times. There are times when I want to just speak out loud There are times when I just want to say what I want to say. There are…
In comparison to others
In comparison to others, I’m doing ok. In comparison to others, I’m doing great. There are people in this world who will hate someone because of such a minor thing.…
Why do I write?
Why do I write? Why do I live? Why do I sniff my own farts? I write because it helps me enjoy life. I write because by doing so I…
I hate a lot
I hate a lot. I personally think that humanity cannot be saved. I believe that we are doomed. I don’t enjoy living because so many people make life not worth…
Am I the same person I was years ago?
No. To answer the question. No. To quote ABBA: “I’m not the same this time around” Every year, everyone changes. We are not the people we were yesterday. You have…
You don’t deserve
Do you think that you deserve better? What have you done in your life that others have not? Do you think that you are better than others? Why do you…
Did I do all I could?
Did I do all I could? It’s impossible to say. A common theory is that every action creates an alternate dimension where a different action was taken. This means that…
I’ll never get what I imagine
The brain works in strange ways. When covered in anxiety, the brain can create a hundred unique scenarios about an event. When the event happens, none of the scenarios you…
In my mind, I say this every week
In my mind, I say this every week. In my mind, I say this every day. Tomorrow will be different. Tomorrow will be when I get up and do what…
Do you ever wish for something special?
Do you ever wish to be special? Do you ever wish to be different from everyone else? Probably 99% of people live the same life. 99% of people die to…
I don’t think I’ve made an impact
Like the remaining 99.9%, I don’t think I’ve made an impact. I don’t think I’ve done anything special or different from those who came before me. I think that my…
No matter what I’m just going to hate myself
DISCLAIMER: This post does not directly reflect my thoughts or opinions and is purely an informatic/educational post about mental health. No matter what I’m just going to hate myself. No…
There’s a million stories about people and fame
There are a million stories about people and fame. There are people who got famous after death. People who had a one-hit wonder followed by nothing else. And people who…
Sing that song aloud
Karaoke means empty orchestra. It’s a Japanese word that might be more important than any other. To sing out loud is part of yourself. There comes a difference in confidence…
No one cares about what you are embarrassed about
I’ve spoken before about embarrassment, but it was only recently that I understood how to explain it better. No one cares about what you are embarrassed about. That is to…
What do you do on those late nights when you stare blankly at the computer screen before you?
What do you do on those late nights when you stare blankly at the computer screen before you? What do you do when you sluggishly drag the mouse along the…