This post was originally written in July 2024
I am nobody unique.
I am far from a person with individual experiences.
Ultimately, it can come down to the fact that what I am experiencing isn’t original. Someone before me has felt the pain and annoyance I am feeling.
An annoyance of not being worth anything.
Or an annoyance of being worth something.
There will be many more to come, as there were many more before me. These feelings we will never escape.
As humans, our worth is valued and set by many factors. Society has caused us to want to be something we can never reach, yet it causes us to hope.
We can all hope to win the lottery, and we can all pray to get the job we want.
We can all hope the girl we like loves us back, and we can all hope we live a happy life.
What decides any of it? Suddenly, something can change and cause a huge difference in life; at that point, you may see yourself as who you want to be.
Someone unique.
One single experience puts you apart from the rest, but what is that experience?
Have you had it yet?
Maybe you are waiting for it.
I know I am.
When will it happen? Do I have to make it happen?
Perhaps I missed out on it.
It’s easy to think about all of this, and it’s even easier to accept it all.
Yet, maybe we have to do it ourselves.
Maybe we need to take that step to do it ourselves in hopes of something being changed.