Tag: Depression

I feel as if I have messed up

I feel as if I have messed up. I felt I was given a chance, but I missed it. I couldn’t see it. I couldn’t see the chance that you gave me. I was given a chance to make life go the way I want. And yet, I was unable to see it. I have … Continue reading I feel as if I have messed up →

I want to tell you how I feel

I want to tell you how I feel. I want to say it out loud I want to say it as if I was proud. I want to tell you how I feel. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to spend the rest of my days with you. … Continue reading I want to tell you how I feel →

Childish Grin

Am I allowed to have a childish grin on my face? Am I, an adult past my prime, allowed to feel as if I am back to my youth. The feeling of joy when something finally goes right. The feeling of joy when you finally feel as if your heart is no longer chained by … Continue reading Childish Grin →

2024: Did I achieve my goals? (Yearly Roundup)

2024 is coming to an end. It’s been a hell of a year. Just like in 2023, it was painful. It was a very slow and gruelling year that beat me up mentally. But, did I achieve the goals I discussed at the end of last year? Probably not. Honestly, I can’t remember any of … Continue reading 2024: Did I achieve my goals? (Yearly Roundup) →

Did I do all I could?

Did I do all I could? It’s impossible to say. A common theory is that every action creates an alternate dimension where a different action was taken. This means that there is an infinite number of universes where things end up how you want them to be. This also means that there is a universe … Continue reading Did I do all I could? →