There are times

There are times.

There are times when I want to just speak out loud

There are times when I just want to say what I want to say.

There are times when I believe a lot of things.

There are times when I am correct.

There are times when I think I am wrong.

There are times when I am happy to just be able to talk to you.

There are times when the memories I make of us together are greater than anything else.

There are times when I know we can’t be together.

There are times when I wish we could be together.

There are times when I wish we could hang out.

There are times when my brain doesn’t let me.

There are times when I cannot think of anything but regret.

There are times when I regret not saying anything.

There are times when I know that you know.

There are times when I wish that you knew.

There are times when I’ve messed up.

There are times when I’ve messed up again.

There are times when I’ve preyed in hopes it will work out.

There are times when I know it won’t work out.

There are times when I’m delusional.

There are times when I try.

There are times when I cannot give any more.

There are times when I cannot give enough.

There are times when I wish it would go my way.

There are times when I wish it was going my way.

There are times when I wish it was I was lucky.

There are times when I wish the above was true.

There are times when I wish the above was what I could say to you.

There are times when I wish I could love you.

There are times.